We plan like architects to bring the outdoors
in, parrot like realtors the charms of a tree
house, for up on this hill, birdsong
is tangible. We always get
what we want, camouflaged in our mossy
cabin, high above the threshold
of discovery. Open sky. 360-degree view.
Proximity to water. Reliable food sources. Plenty
of nesting material. Gravel flies
from under the foot of a rabbit
fleeing a resident eagle. Ravens and stellar jays
battle over kibble, shit bomb the deck.
They want in. Past the windowpanes
that trick them. Frenzied. Talons flashing,
they enter through a door in the firmament.
I guide them outside, stunned at the feel
of wing bones. Banging hearts. A hummingbird
goes stillborn in the cup of my hands,
then, buzzers off, leaving a tang
in my throat, a ring of ruby dust
on my finger, incriminating as pollen.